Sunday, February 20, 2005
9:34 pm
Today I feel really unfocused. I keep thinking of things that I haven't done yet and that I should do; things that I should have done and have not done yet; and things that I should be doing right now. It feels really weird, being so unfocused like this. I'm used to having my world all clearly marked out wiht thick bold lines; today everything is a faint sketch to me.
Did almost nothing today-some stupid homework, sleep, eat, read and worry. Worry about what? All the things that I should start doing and haven't done yet. This has been a totally sucky weekend.
Tomorrow is chinese calligraphy for chinese lit again. IT IS SOOO BORING. I have absolutely no patience and hate having to sit the way I should when doin calligraphy. As expected, my work is atrocious. i forget everthing the teacher has said in a few seconds' time.
And tomorrow also have art. My cartoon is like, so pathetic. I am stuck. Stuck. STUCK!!!!
Good luck to me.
I am so bored....
