Tuesday, December 27, 2005
6:54 pm
feeling like blearghh so i vented it all out just now
bahh im such a screwed up person, have always been
anyway today morn was erm rather bad la and was feeling quite sian and everything :/
aft was a bit better ; i went to jacs house (after travelling back to yish to get the stuff from jesmine from yck then all the way to bish again -.-) yish and bish. haha. okay not funny. im trying to keep my mind off stuff yeahs so just dont read all this crap la . my entries are all crap anyway.
so, after that digression, what im trying to say is that yupp i went jcs house to do the grand prix thing and after a while we finished. yay. though it keeps on careening off-course but never mind la. it moves (: cos we are smart people who are clever enough to refer to the internet .
hmm. i ike typing. i like typing fast and long and writing loaddds of crap (: its healing you know. speaking of healing, i cut another finger um .. last weekend? was wrapping my bks :/ so diligent and this is what i get from it -.- last time was my left thumb and this time is the index finger. ha. luckily i realised it soon and the whole chunk of flesh comes out. ew. will the flesh grow again and will it be in shape if it grows back not? or do they need to stitch it up? ughh. yes this is a very long and crappy post :/ lalalalalala. then i ran to the sink and was yelling to my mum that i cut my finger and she continues to talk happily on the phone. what nice parents i've got.
then today the part of flesh that got cut away (not exactly la but you get what i mean) keeps on getting like lifted up fromt he finger accidentally by me ): hurts. bah. but i put a plaster on it so its alright.
aiya the thing about me is that when all these gross stuff happen to others im like UGHH but when it happens to me its like normal. haha. i dedicated one whole chunk of stuff to this. told you im forcing myself to crap. aww. cos im sort-of depressed. bahh.
i dont feel like going back to school; this already like last week and we're going back to school on fri ): holidays are never too long. and im so sian of all the cca fair stuff alr. ):
i want something good to happen tomms ): i NEED for that something to happen. lalalalala.
there are two kinds of people in this world-- the kind of people who divide the world into two kinds and those who don't. yay. random quote. i think it makes sense.
(yay okay i forgot -belated xmas greetings : D )
