Friday, February 03, 2006
9:59 pm
im a bad person :/
im selfish, im lazy, i procrastinate, im overly conscious, im trying to be someone that im not, i get envious of people, my marks suck, i think too much, i worry too much, im not letting go, im hypocritical, i laugh , point and gloat over people, i seek revenge, im fake.
but at least i try to be truthful to myself :D
confession over. hurr.
i dont know why i suddenly thought of all these but yes its true, sometimes, but luckily im not all of the above all the time. just some of the bad stuff about me, which is what makes me so human.
back to the mundane stuff (:
lessons, uhh, FINE.
chinese common test passage was retarded, yay.
molly came back :/ she won't even let us have friday off. aww.
i think its pretty stupid that for class participation in science you have to ask a question/answer a question then only then do you get a CHOP for class participation :/
so weird, and i think everyone is just forcing themselves to do all that stuff for the marks and not cos they wanna take part -.-
i need to sell fiesta tickets!
so far i have sold a grandtotal of ONE. hurr. but lath and maybe her friends are coming. and maybe i shall ask earnwen or something.
it has dawned on me that i dont really know a lot of people. bah.
like, everyone i know is like either from class, french, cca, family, nvps people and tadah thats it.
plus all my cousins are grown-up, and im not close to them, so it'll be kinda weird if they come over and i have to show them around and whatnot.
and, i got like c6 for diagnostic test? yes, very pathetic, and the bad thing is i thought that i did quite okay at first, like i thought it was rather easy? and i get a barely-pass mark. wow. ): i feel stupid. i hate feeling stupid. bah.
cca was something like ying2 chun1, quite fun la i guess. though i think last year more qi4 fen4 though. we cai-ed deng1 mi2. exactly what i need to do over the weekend -.- find, i mean.
and theres so much homework! bah.
music project and test and some research stuff.
like it seems little but in actual fact is alot can. aw.
tomorrow is my chiong day, today i am being a bad person, like i mentioned, and rotted in front of the com ever since i got home ):
hurr. i rot! yay! byebye! : D
and acc im not as pessimistic as i seem (:
