Sunday, April 23, 2006
11:23 pm
got this feeling of having a lot of stuff to tell people when i go back to school tomms.
hurr! anyway i think after my math failure i really become stupid alr :/ don't know (or rather, forgot) how to do my math homework and totally confused by chem equations ): bahh. who says im clever i shall come and piak you. grrr. haha. some more chem test on thu and i haven't study yet!
am not ready for normal life after xiaopin! haha. was feeling weird all day long ):
anyway havent talk about friday stuff yet. haha. the whole day was actually quite nice la, until like chinese period then he started talking about math test.
seriously, im sick and tired of being in justice.justice people are wonderful and we know when to have fun and when to work hard but the NAME of justice is really really pressurising on all of us. every time our results are not good enough he will interrogate us and scold and shout and everything, feels like i totally have no space to breathe.
understand that he's facing pressure from the school too, but why can't he take things less seriously? like the whole cohort also didnt do very well and loyalty also got people who failed la. don't compare us to last year cos we're two different classes who did different papers. if our math was bad, wouldn't it have been this way since the first test? why do you always focus on our bad points and criticise, criticise, criticise and never even praise us once? why do you always contradict yourself and make us confused? we're really trying our best alr, and everyone really works very hard as compared to other people i know, why can't you appreciate that? and our class is really special cos we mix around and everyone is really friends wth everyone and we can all talk to each other, amazingly everyone doesnt just stick with their cliques and ignore the so-called outcasts.
the most irritating part is when he was like, jia3 li4 hai4, like say we act clever or something. think he's been pms-ing throughout this whole year, or there's just something wrong with our faces, like maybe we all got one extra eye or something right. PBBHHT. (puis saliva all over you. yay! )
bah. don't know how i'm supposed to study now la. no motivation alr :/
sportsday coming! but stupid, ONLY our class has to skip the rehearsal for sports day cos we must go for english enrichment cos we missed like 2 lessons alr. so sad. sec one sportsday was so much nicer! cos most of 1dee blue house people were in backups and the day before that we were planting carrots then in the end all slanted then last 40 mins or so everyone was chionging and singing blue cheer. awww! but we get to miss a lot of friday lessons these few weeks : D yaye.
haha. my dad does weird stuff. and my mum is coming back tmr evening! like finally. and on qihang they'll be in singapore cos they moved it forward to 18 june (jinghan's birthday!) , just nice, cos 24th then they cannot make it alr. haha. okay out of point.
today we did macbeth! managed to finish most of the stuff : D was rather high today and i was being disloyal by saying the ****** cheer, hurr!
