Friday, July 28, 2006
11:09 pm
this has been a hellish week.
xubie stuff including gece, level item and presents, and tests every single day except on monday. so much homework too! grr. yes, but i made it through like finally : D didnt even have time to go online cos i was so damn busy!
well monday after school had 3rd lang, and after that still had to study for the horrible math test that i have a very bad feeling about (i screwed up everything completely) , im such a dumb person man. can't work under pressure cos i'll be insecure and forget everything. i need help! many people gotten back math alr but im still hoping that i'll get like 40? bah :/ though this may be rather impossible but well one can hope.
then after cca etc on tuesday went back to study french petit test! wahh that one dying also but not too bad la think it went ok. but had many many hmwork on tue including 3rd lang one. wed was the worst! oh no! met up with jingying after school to draw stuff, went to take petit test which was a bit harder than usual, then after that had to go home to learn tingxie.
grr. i hate hate hate hate tingxie. kills off millions of brain cells per second can and i always break down halfway through. tingxie makes me hate chinese can. so many complicated characters which are easily confused, imagine learning 30 sentences (with many many hard words) in one night! ended up sleeping at ermm 1 plus i think , and sulaoshi abit the returned us today? i got 86 la can all small mistakes -strangles- 2nd last tingxie alr im happy (:
thursday! wasnt even prepared to stay back can cos my stupid hp totally blanked out on me last time so i had to either share or go without a phone. only saw the msg that morning! printed stuff, punch holes, etc etc and many things undone ytd! went home feeling stressed mann. haha then at home i studied a little of clit (a very very summarised version cos i don't want to remember so much, just the basic points hurr) and after that satisfied alr and 9 i started to make the presents ! yay yumyum crispy rice hearts. haha! did until 10 plus reaching 11 :/ then had to finish up letters and wrap stuff nicely! and get everything ready for tomorrow, like all the gece.. hurr in the end i slept at 1 plus/2 plus? yeahhh im pro! think my dark eye rings will never go away. ahhh.
friday! day of tears and falls. started off reaching sch quite late and some confusion . studied last min for clit and had chinese test. i counted, 6 marks gone total alr . haha . aiya if i get 30 and above can alr la : D dont set too high expectations for myself considering the hecticness of this week! had exhausting pe session where we played lots of basketball. steph fell down and she looked so sad! tears glistening in her eyes and trying to smile at the same time :/ ahh. and it was not once but twice! steph tkcare ok! got to watch damn cool match after that : D the yellow team versus all-stars team hurr so exciting mann. recess, went for gece! rest of the pages not printed yet so we sequenced everything at chess area, look like factory line-up like that ! cool! was rather late in returning in the end but sulaoshi didnt come yet, heng! then blabla and english we finished kaal ho naa ho! i want to watch again..... ): cried again! but last time was more sad. haha.
after school in mad rush. at first didnt really know what to do and where to go in the end we all went drama and started doing everything like crazy, very luan4 and i think we all wasted much paper in the process. sorry earth, sorry trees! and sorry to all who i was not very nice too cos i was so flustered ): yeah gece did good man!
xubie/farewellpreparations done and everyone did some last-min stuff etc..around 4.20 sec 4s came! all quietened down and we turned off the drama lights, nice path with torches by deco people and stars all over. (: greyyies walked in and the theme song was played.. cute emcees jacq and weiling! yay! video played and immediately hh started crying -.- then sec 1s did their level item! haha nice weimin had flowers in her hair (: then sec 3's item.. adapted cinderella which was funny! next they gave out certificates, and then time for our item! things went smoothly (:
went back and peilin immediately started crying, grr some more she go sit beside me! and mingee on the other -.- so yeah was watching lishis item which was cute and sweet and suddenly it registered that greyyies were really leaving and i felt, i dont know, bittersweet. watching the sweet item paired with peilin's increasingly red face and once my tears started they couldnt stop ): our whole side was people crying man-vivian, peilin, me, mingee, sheila, honghwee, jiexin, kally.. influence each other la :/ once lishis were done sec 4s did item. timed powerpoint and the saddest song of all, this song from a long long ago drama serial which is really really sad ): damn sad can it was really... haish. announcement of posts after that. cheered up more (: then some greys said stuff, laoshi said stuff... afterwards we went to canteen for food alr. mood change ! haha high and happy (: were like the last to reach but canteen deco was nice! we had cute waiters who served us muhahahaha it was kinda like a restaurant mann. gave notes and presents, many many hugs and one kiss! haha!
stayed till around erm 7 nearing 8? left with jacq ...
heart was heavy ..
ex daoyans, current daoyans, fellow yanyuans, ex fellow yanyuans, mianbaos, many other greys.. i love you all (:
2006. wo men bu ku.
