Thursday, September 07, 2006
9:44 pm
im feeling weird now. haha. thinking about stuff. lalala.
holidays have been fun. fun but unproductive. whoops. im sad you know. i actually planned a really full and packed study schedule etc etc and i felt so motivated and in the end i don't really study as much as i planned to. things keep cropping up! haha. actually its my fault la just that i don't really want to admit it :/
on tuesday we went for the totally stupid hsk thing at school. i was actually very early you know! like 15 minutes. but thanks to dear dear jocelyn and dear dear malalian's tau huay i waited till 9 (we were supposed to be in the mpr at 9) and we went to arrange the tables for the thingy. turns out they didnt even use it in the end. phbbt. what rubbish. we ended sitting all cramped in the mpr doing about 70 questions of listening compre in chinese and listening to the person talk about pointless stuff we already knew. oh, what an enriching session (:
afterward was fun! yay! went to stephs house to cook our stuff for home econs : D a bit i brought my fish all the way to school ! was worth it anyway. we bought some chicken from shop and save then reached stephs house and cooked - kaili apple soup, steph ginger chicken , chunyan asparagus and me baked fish! the baked fish was rather pitiful though haha. so fulfuilling cooking your own lunch (: yay cooking mode day after eating we watched she's the man and made popcorn + ate lays+ ate chocolate lalala , then we played pointless card games which were quite fun actually. then went home! i forgot what i did after that but i don't think it was studying. whoops.
ohh and for this holiday i have read like ermm 7 books yay im in bookworm mode. went to the library once or twice , the first time was actually for the book review and second time was when i was just dropping in on bishan and took a look at the new library :D yay so big. next time can go there to hog tables/chairs before 3rd lang lalalala. think its going to be crowded like all the time though. and my reading accounts for my lack of studying :/ i did work though! yay. finished my chinese worksheet (though not tingxie), book review and two redactions! the class network finally worked : D my message about tingxie got through! it took about one day plus a few more hours to reach me (last reg. no.) again. whee. and i studied (a bit) of math, plus physics and chem! chem is so fun. i don't know why i like it though im actually rubbish at it. lala. and ive discovered ive forgotten almost everything about bio except osmosis and diffusion (:
oooooooooh super blogging mood today i just feel like my fingers can go on forever(:
i want to watch john tucker must die! its coming out soon but its going to come out even nearer to exam period which mostly means i'll be stuck at home TRYING to mug. oh no.
i really hate eoys. grr. then i start thinking about marking days and games carnival and all the other fun stuff that will be happening and i just can't concentrate. ive got a super short attention span unless i know its really last min stuff e.g studying for effing tingxie one day before the actual thing (30 sentences, about 60-80 unfamiliar words? what the!). i think ive mentioned this before but i totally cannot cannot stand tingxie (chinese spelling) because it is mindless and pointless and i will forget everything after that anyway. they let you use a dictionary now during exams, so get over it.
i still don't know what i want for subj comb. though. take triple science just like everyone else and most likely i'll be ending up in a class where i know most people and we will be the so-called stretched class but at the risk of getting pathetic marks in my subjects and struggling to cope with everything, cos im not a genius or take chem bio which i think i can handle better but i don't know if im going to regret it next year. grrr. and there's the question of french. take it or drop it? je ne deteste pas francais et il est pas mal actuallement mais mon francais est mauvais. lalala. there's the satisfaction of you know, hey! i can understand another language and the unwillingness to part with something that has almost become a part of you , plus its fun sometimes, BUT alot of times it can mean extra work and extra stress. plus my french isnt very good and i can't really speak or hear it properly (its all garbled words) even though i can read it all on paper. bah. and if i say i want to take french a lot of people give me a look like, are you sure? cos it is really quite daunting when you think about it. i dont know. i hate making decisions. cos im scared i may make the wrong decision and head down the wrong path.
how easy is it to follow your heart, anyway? they say, yeah, just follow your heart and do what you want in life and nothing could ever be wrong but still, you need to stay level headed and practical as well. millions of people just want to quit their jobs and move away to the mountains and stay there forever to get away from it all but its not practical, right? i dont know.
like i said, supper bloggy mood today. i think im nuts and ive got a problem. grr.
by the way,
today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIXUAN (: HEARTTS!
tomorrow: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL TAN THE NIAO DAN (: WHEEE
