Saturday, May 24, 2008
11:05 pm
Ohmann I conclude that IMM is a super nice place xD And the CD-Rama at jurong has everything that i want and more. I need money money money! Okay miss jesmine tan and I were like totally broke people today and we did alot of window shopping and telling ourselves that we want this and that etc. I want Baby Baby and Kingdom and DVDs and Namie Amuro and BoA and goodness knows a lot more other things (:
Plus I also want to buy and read so many books! I like the feeling of getting a lot of books and seeing them all lined up on the shelf like that. Plus there's this nice new-book feeling that you get. I like Kinokuniya and Borders, Popular kinda sucks because it has so much stationery and all that and their books are shunted to one side. I want to read The Host too, because apparently it is so much nicer than the Twilight series. And next time when I am EARNING money I can go off and buy alot of stuff online xD I think I will become super spendthrift. And I am already spendthrift now because as long as I bring money out I think I spend it all away xD
Anyway....
School is over (: As in for the earlier term la, but there are still lessons and all that going on, but it isn't that bad since at least we get off at 1.30pm and I can go to school a little later too. And there's all the lit seminars which would mean that at least we don't need to have lessons all the time.
And last tuesday we had our last cca, and it felt really surreal in the sense that I didn't really feel that it was the VERY VERY LAST. And it wasn't spent in any really significant manner, other than me and hh painting the cardboard with red paint which had been what we did in sec one before we went into te amo, and I still can remember that whole scene of us being in the huisuo and doing all that painting rather half-heartedly amidst all that suaning. But alot of people came to Huahui... especially those who didn't really have to come, because they have Chinese Os on monday, but they all came anyway. Its a simple gesture, but it means alot. Even though this year the focus is so off because of the lack of qihang and all that crappy things, everyone (yellows! yay) still feels a certain pull and feel like they have to BE HERE because it is the last time they are ever going to do this again.
But it still felt like we were feeling sad for ourselves, and i kind of left the mpr feeling a bit wrong-footed. I miss the happy huige moments, I miss how everyone would genuinely WANT to sing because it is huahui, and because they like the song, and as much as we sing and sing so loud we get embarrassed because it is only our voices that are heard in the room, it doesn't recreate that kind of feeling that we get before. Something's got to be done to put it all back together before it falls apart.
Bleh. But anyway, I'm looking forward to xubie (and need to spend holidays thinking of presents! AHH.) xD 5th lishihui must jiayou! We have trust in yall! On thursday after school they were having meeting and we were looking and it seemed like hmm, a good combi perhaps? xD
I need to do amath this holiday -.- Bah. And I spent the last few days being obsessed with Shinee -gets shot- NOONA YOU ARE SO PRETTY XDDD
