Saturday, February 21, 2009
7:16 pm
I understand the true value of opportunity cost now ): So many sacrifices have to be made to provide for a decision taken, but I'm quite sure that its going to be worthwhile in the end. Right now, though, I'll have to stay in school until super late every day, miss out on all the good but unhealthy food, mug fac dance on my own since there's zero possibility of skipping out paiju just to attend dance session, and there might not be even any chance to watch the dramafeste. Sad idk I feel kind of alienated sometimes cos I'm not taking part in the same activities as everyone else. Ares dance sessions have been having good turnout though, especially for the guys in class, haha their obsession with the dance ic is hilarious. Tuesday we were all in the fishtank and somebody loaded the fac dance video on the computer. When it came to the BREATHE part all the guys were like AHHHHHHH haha fanboys are funny :D
On the other hand I think everyone who has been providing support all this while are like, amazing. Like yitkhai and hanqing who've been hanging around school until around 9pm on the pretext of mugging (okay fine they did get their work done) so that I can finish some work first too before bus-ing home together. (852 the super 'amazing' bus). And shirley and honghwee! :D Though everybody else at huangcheng keeps on nagging at us not to clique together, haha we can't help it its natural magnetism. Its kind of unfair when you're the only ones from another school you know, they will arrow you as the 'stnicks girls' but when the nanyang or high school people get together its like the norm. See how hard life is for us! Haha. Aiya but most people are nice la, and we're getting along more. Anyhow we'll be seeing so much of all the front stage people in the following 2-3 months so yeah, we'll all support each other alright. HH is disappointed that we can't continue our 4-years-same-ju streak (and I am too! idk). But still yes I need to work super hard, keep on reminding myself.
Math tutorials are actually getting better. Can't say the same for lectures though, most of the time everyone is either lost or can't be bothered to focus. Hurr. The lit paper 1 teacher is ANAL. like super. I can't hate lit because of her ): Nooooooooo. Haha ohyeah and playing angel-mortal is quite exciting actually. But I just find out who my angel is on friday after all the evil taunting from alvin/jason (SO EVIL CAN) and its super retarded la. LIKE SUPER. And they keep on flashing me the loser sign. (THEYRE MADE OF EVILLLL. Always parading around the cca room bunny like its a notch above the rest. TSK TSK TSK.)
