I think I've really been thinking alot lately. To the point that I even continue to dream about things I'm contemplating in my sleep. Haha yesterday's dream actually put me at ease this morning for some reason -.- I guess life is really kind of aimless now, because I haven't laid out any proper plans or goals and I recently I've just been questioning myself about what I really want; not just in huangcheng like what everyone has been cracking their heads about, though that is a big thing also, but also about academics and the whole JC process and people and other miscellaneous stuff like that. I still can't find a proper routine that I'm comfortable with. Let nature take its course? Hurr I just really hope I'll sort myself out super soon ):