Monday, August 03, 2009
1:41 am
Staying up late for no reason again. Idk why do I keep on indulging in self-destructive behaviour ugh, lethargy and eyebags and bad skin and bad hair are all the consequences that I'll experience. The only period when I really felt more calm and truly relaxed was right after blocks when all the work and concerns didn't really start piling in. Not to say that life is extremely hectic now but I just can't regulate a proper routine again. As usual -.- Hmm but today was still okay I guess. Went shopping for huiqing present and found more stuff as well (:
Anyway. Waves of nostalgia pouring in about St.Nicks. Haha I visited a few random blogs and how I wished to be able to be posting all the same kind of content again, whining about tests and O level revision and canteen food, about huahui and all the random stuff we do after cca and going home together. Life wasn't exactly a breeze but I really miss the environment and the people ): I just feel so distanced from SN now, which is of course inevitable, haven't gone back to collect cert which I've been putting off since forever, and I have no idea of the going-ons at all, like when sports day is, the teachers and what's going on in cca now as well. Plus there hasn't really been chances to meet up with a whole lot of people too. PLEASE LET ME BE ABLE TO GO BACK SOOOOON. Hmm. Juniors must jiayou for Os alright!
Okay a while more and I shall sleep. I hope -.- Morning assembly tomorrow = must reach school early. Rah. Pt is always such a genuine waste of time.
