Did practically nothing in school today for the whole morning except to sit on random patches of ground and girltalk and play with photobooth. Then we just watched the video about math proofs then I slept halfway. Just a typical school day in supposedly one of the premier academic institutes in Singapore -.- Okay. But it was quite fun just talking and asking have you evers and jumping from one random topic to another without much inhibitions :D Haven't been girltalking like this for a while already. I think I learnt alot more in the afternoon seriously. Wonder how its like to live your whole life in the theatre, moving from one production to another and immersing yourself in this whole new culture. Hmmm ohyeah and my body was muscle-aching the whole day from going ECP. Haha ohman these few days I keep on bringing food around with a group of friends and eating on random patches of ground. Super fun. I want to continue learning rollerblading again :D We can go regularly next time and hurr super awesome can get full body workout from all the desperate-trying-to-not-fall-face-first on the ground. Its super late and I'm still not done with all my stuff. I think I'm too perfectionistic and worry about a lot of stuff all the time. I wish I can compartmentalize my brain. Seriously. Rah. This is not the awesome post-promos lifestyle I have been envisioning. Why do I have this feeling of being cheated very badly. Must work on script later too. Feeling of deja vu hmmm. Idk why no time to slowly find my inspiration and ending up treating it like a piece of homework which is really a very bad thing to do. Reminds me of those days in sec 3 when we would camp the whole night at macs trying to squeeze out every last drop of inspiration. I guess situations like this really make me lose faith in trying to find out the whole meaning of wanting to create something. Sometimes circumstances dictate your actions such that you end up doing something only for the sake of doing something. I guess there's no way we can work around this though. Okay. Another senseless rambling at odd hours of the night. Should get used to this feeling because I'm sure I'll be facing it many many times next year ><