The amazing thing about time is how it moves so quickly that by the time you actually get a hold of everything that is happening it becomes too late for you to be prepared for that overwhelming plunge of information that comes your way. Seeing juniors yesterday suddenly made me think about exactly one year back when remaining focused for O levels was the sole priority in our lives, and then all those decisions that had to be made, and all the waiting for results and postings. What would have happened had I ever made a different choice? There are so many possibilities in life and everything that comes out from these choices is a result of perfect timing, intersections and then cross-intersections yet again. Suddenly I feel like I've aged a lot in a matter of one year; there seems to be so many things that I find I can't explain to people like pisang and there seems to be a very large gap between everything going on last year and now. Its not something in a bad way though. Its just different and makes you think, I guess. Recently some decisions that I've made back in this year have also been bugging me a little more than usual, I guess. I still can't decide whether I will feel any regrets or if I'm actually better off. Its been a long time since I've been able to feel at peace with myself :/ I should stop blaming everything on circumstances and actually DO something that can make me feel better. Hmmm. Not making much sense again rawr. Okay better go sleep I can see my eyes puffing up more and more as the sleep deprivation continues to pile up. Not good!