there are so many random things I want to do but they keep on getting pushed out of the picture by other (apparently) more pressing concerns! want to visit dempsey hill and haji lane and spend a whole day at some library just reading and thinking and also go to eat nice belgian waffles with jesminetantantan. and go eye checkup to see if my corneas are really ageing because of wearing contacts rah. And I want to at least make something for people this holiday and re-decorate my room too. please let this december be productive :DD there's something about moving into the last month of the year that makes you kind of nervous. like you feel time slipping away and you want to hold on to it.