suddenly overwhelmed by the sheer amount of things I still don't know about major literary influences and the entire literary scene in singapore and other parts of the world. there are so many resources out there and I can't believe I only started really reading up today. WHY. good thing miss heng gave me the motivation to go and find out more stuff after making me feel so stressed :/ I trawled to places like nlb and esplanade during the holiday and now I feel so stupid for forgetting that the place with the most information is the hc library cos there are so many academic material! Rah now I feel so lost and adrift. Why didn't I do this earlier so that I could have spent the whole holiday looking through all the different poetry!! Meh.