Saturday, June 05, 2010
11:08 pm
I think birthdays are the perfect opportunity to really appreciate the people around you and see something that you don't normally notice in everyday life. Turning eighteen only made me realize this more and made me think a lot about all the different friendships I have accumulated over all these years of school. Even with people whom I've already drifted from, I still retain really awesome memories hurr. I wish there was one day when I can bump into these people and revive everything again. Sigh. But anyway. This is not meant to venture into some nostalgic bent haha (: Thank you to everybody for wishes presents letters cakes songs love <3 Zhiwei, huangcheng ren, baobeis, hh mingee viv jacq my most precious parts of tension remaining now, a13 spartans and non-spartans, drama camp kids, 4 purity, 6 harmony, almost all the people with whom I've crossed paths with! Oh and my dad was so cute I found him blowing balloons manually and trying to decorate the house when we were going to eat cake. Always fail but always so sincere I hardly tell him this but <333 am proud when people say I am like him whee.
Jacq and Vivian: Crashing was almost completely successful but heh sorry my family is quite bad at playing along but my brother totally improved from last time alr :D But I'm really really glad you girls came <3 I realize I hardly tell you all this but you two are really important to me as well. After being deprived of my yishun going-home mates these 2 years I discovered what a difference it made to have people you could talk about anything with on the bus journey and do stupid things and explore northpoint together and satisfy food cravings. Thank you for having made my days end on such a happy note I really miss having stuff like that. I will never ditch you all! :D Jacq don't moooove ):
And miss jesmine tan: I am hardly ever sentimental towards you but heh thanks for always being there for everything. We can do the most random stuff at the most random times together I think we're totally one of a kind heh.
Feel an impulse to start writing letters to many people now. So many unsaid stuff to alot of people around. It really takes some level of effort to meet up regularly with people who are scattered all over the island in different schools and everybody is busy with something at different moments. I guess it will just get worse when we all get older so yes its important to make that effort :D
Anyway SATs was totally draining today and school hall was so cold. Close to 4 hours trapped in somewhere that seems like its set at 15 degrees Celsius or something and having to force your brain to work is something that I am not looking forward to repeat so hope I do reasonably well. I guess there wasn't much motivation in studying for it this week because I'm only taking as precaution in case the scores are needed for something or if I want to apply for some scholarship. Hmmmm. Time to start studying proper for blocks! Was doing RF just now and I realized once again how fun a subject can be when you see how it applies itself in the real-world context. There is always a point in studying you come to when you totally appreciate the whole nature of knowledge and can start seeing all the links between the subjects. Especially for arts subjects when its so applicable to everything in the world. I'm still glad I didn't take muggable science subjects or else I would be a very sad girl now. But meh there's still so much information out there to digest and I wish I had more motivation to just sit down and look through everything. I guess I wasted alot of time in school itself stoning during lectures and falling asleep glad at least now I don't have to go through all the negative emotions that come from certain attitudes that keep on making me disillusioned. Teachers should try to not slap generalizations on all their students without really taking a proper look at the situation. Okay but that's another topic I don't want to start on hurr. Time to start falling in love with my books many study dates next week!
