Thursday, August 12, 2010
1:06 am
Sometimes the idea of just being a roaming vagabond sounds so romanticized and appealing. Yesterday I thought about Eating Air (even though I don't think its really that awesome a movie. no judgment here I only read it not watched it :/) and I wonder what its like to be someone who doesn't give a damn about any kind of pragmatism and responsibilities and just does whatever they feel like doing for the heck of it. Everyone is always so sheltered and living life in the same way and actually there's so much of life that we never see going on all around us. And there are so many things I take for granted that are so different in another person's eyes. I like encountering random incidents. They make life interesting.
Oh and I dropped my wallet on the bus while I was going back with pengyou today ): After incessant calls to various numbers (in which a customer service officer will pretend to be understanding and pleasant and try to get rid of you as quickly as possible by referring you to YET ANOTHER organisation) when I got back today somebody on facebook messaged me that he found my wallet (Y) Haven't gotten it back yet but its nice to know that our society is one that wouldn't turn you pessimistic so easily.
On a side note I really cannot tolerate people who are really pessimistic and attempt to spread that negativity around. Hello, when you imbue on people that you are supposed to demonstrate an example to and supposed to encourage and motivate the expectation or presumption that they are all bad, you know what? They will live up to your expectations. Someone needs to get you a stack of self-help books that include titles like How to Stop Inflating Your Ego, How to Make Friends, How to Have Better EQ, and the list can go on. I've tried to understand you and speak for you but you always just make me so. Angry. Go Away :/
I tend to talk and think to myself too much.