these days have been good-exploring with jesmine tan, eating out almost everyday with awesome people, trawling all the malls of singapore, prom, post-prom, sentosa with zhiwei, being able to do whatever I want at my own time. But I'm getting a little scared. The worst question to ask me now is what am I planning to do? I have no idea, really. People have so much confidence in me but I still feel more scared and pessimistic than excited for the future. I don't know what I should be striving towards, too. In the middle of all this crazy going-out and having fun I hope I can find time to straighten my thoughts and plans out.