Friday, January 20, 2006
10:38 pm
ive been kinda feeling translucent this week, if you get what i mean.
SOME people are treating me like what, an alternative or what?
you feel like being nice to me and you act as if you love me to bits and when you just feel like going off with the rest you're SO busy you don't even hear me.
bah, people change, yes, people change :/
haha, okay,
now on to the NICE stuff (:
we had cca today!
dark blue badge is here : D
i don't feel older, they just look younger. hurr.
everyone was very high today, and so was i (:
quite fun la, some games and teach hui ge and intro and stuff.
i think last year our intro was more terrorising lor. haha. (:
i have to miss next tue's drama orientation! bahh!
then today lessons were boring, yes. they just keep on adding in so many more PC periods for values education and all that, then extending reccess and stuff, which isnt that good, school ends like SOOOO much later? i'll already be so hungry by 2 alrd :/ LUNCHTIME is 12, HELLOOOOO!
okayy, i think now i dislike lit most. :/
its such a nice subject, but all it takes is one person to spoil it all for us.
i dont like her teaching style, its so SQUARE and by-the-book. bah.
read passage, answer questions, talk a bit, done.
and she just dismisses you if she doesnt think that your answer is what SHE wants :/
mrs.c is a much more clever teacher, though she may not be that fair sometimes, but all the same, i'll rather have her back :/
we're having like three consecutive tests this week, today we did zuowen in like 45 mins, then mon there's tingxie, and tue there's history.
and petit test is coming!!
tomorrow, i resolve to be a nerd (:
and btw, i watched qihang dvd today (:
i looked super weird, but never mind, im so much more nicer now (:
imagine 10 years down the road, i shall watch that dvd again, and all the memories shall come back : D
ANDD when i was going home today, at northpoint, waiting for my dad and bro to come find me and stuff then there was this stupid group of BENGS and LIANS hanging around this room thingy at the side of the main corridor, and i was like just walking past them and this guy was like, eh, MISS, got something drop (in beng chinese, of course), then like instinctively you will turn around even if you KNOW that you didnt drop anything or whatever right? then i was like just glancing over and he was like hooting, wah, she really turn around leh, or whatever.
so i was like saying 'retards' and rolling my eyes but they, of course, are too stupid to understand what's the meaning of retard.
what small lives these lians and bengs lead.
the girls all acting slutty and bitchy and the guys all being retarded and BENGISH.
and all that they cna do is hang around malls and basketball courts and take disgusting self-portraits of themselves.
and going on friendster to upload ALL the pics and typpiiing liikeee thisshhh.
ah, what a wonderful life i lead (:
so much more meaningful than THEIR shallow, pathetic lives.